A little bit more to think about

So i've been thinking more and more and more wit my issues with christianity and christians in general. So my first thought is about the bible. People are CONSTANTLY saying how its been proven accurate and all that stuff. true. it has been proven historically correct. Jesus was a man, he lived, he died. sounds good. paul was a man, he lived he died. okay. Peter....you get the point. There's no arguing that, that's not at all what 'm trying to say.But it has NEVER been proven the jesus is the sonof man, that he rose. that's where the believes fall. and i'm sorry but i find it very harrd to buy into that. thhere is no possible way to prove your believes in the whole idea. And people need proof. And I'm sorry but saying you can "feel God is real" isn't proof. I'm sorry as far as i'm concerned, when i hear people say "i've seen his work" i want to add "when i was on crack." I'm sorry but even if it were true, do you ever think that christians take the bible FAR to literally. I mean i'm sorry but not everything in there is meant to be taken 100% literally. Not only that, but i think that some christians think that the bible was written by god and thrown down from the sky. It wasn't. as far as i'm concerned peter was using one of them lamps and the burning fumes made him think of the stuff he wrote. I think some of those people were on something, thats for sure. Now for the christians, I honestly cannot comprehend for the life of me how they/ you, can possibly have the nerve to tell someone that their believes, or lack their of, are wrong and not expect people to be offended or not think that they/you are not a bunch of narrow-minded, pig-headed morons. What makes your believes right and mine wrong? because you feel that they're right, cus some voice in your head, which by the way, that voice... not god...it's your brain, ythose thoughts have just been driven into your mind from the very moment someone was able to drill them in- tells you that it's right. well my brain, the voice in my head tells me otherwise... Yet i find it absolutely HALERIOUS how christians CONSTANTLY wine about how they get predjudice against or their sick of people saying that their believes are wrong.."because their not"...seems a little hiprocritical, don't you think? they apparently are sick of people thinking that all they wanna do is convert people.. i'm sorry, i hate to burst your bubble....well actually i'm not sorry, i'm quite happy to say this, but people think that.... because its true. thats what you make yourself out to be. that's my rant about christianity. lets here about my weekend shall we? well on friday, i had off, i went to get my car washed. so it's nice and clean. Then mike and me went to tracey's house... on our way there we drove past the car wash, mike wanted me to yell "jesus is overrated"lol i was tempted but i ididn't. i opened today and yesturday. and i'm soo sick. i feel like shit. oh well. hopefully this week goes well. only really 2 weeksof school left. holy crap, i need itto be over. I'm excited for grad. I'm so glad mike is coming with me because ithink i'd be miserable there otherwise. complete loner since i have no friends. well whatever. I'm tired. and sick. So i'm out