I'm so annnoyed at this point in my summer. I feel so bitter and angry and just really confused about stuff.
Next year I don't know if I want to go to Albright youth anymore. I'm really fed up with some people there and I feel like next year is just going to be really weird. I'm not sure where different friendships will be. They say it'll be close to the same, but really what will it be like?
Or for that matter do I want it to be the same. I'm noticing different things and I'm not sure if I like them or not. I'm really just seeing things and I'm not happy.
I think I really just want counselling to start. I think that if I am ministring to other kids it'll give me a chance to sort through my own things too.
I really just don't know how to think or feel, and I'm just upset and confused.
I kinda feel retarded
I'm sure that's all it is, my being retarded
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