hmmm

Yeah i just posted a minute ago on my space and i read another one of my posts, the one right before i posted and i suddenly felt in the mood to right. I did sign up for the retreat.don't ask me why.i pretty much feel like i'm paying 40 bucks to do powerpoint... oh i'm sorry..... easy worship....welll presentation... anyways you know... yeah. i don't know like isaid part of me is still wanting to be allup i nthe God thing part of people is kinda liek geez let is go don't bother.... i'm pretty much at war. i don't know who's winning. maybe something amazing will happen... hell, i said that about the last retreat, and nothing happened. i don't know i want something to happen. a really good message where i can just have that switch flicked on to get me gung ho again.
I went to c&c tonight and i think thats why i'm so at war. I mean i didn't give a crap about the lyrics of the songs, but the songs themselves were fun to sing. i mean you can't help but have a grand time while singing meet me inthe river..it's just not possible to not jump and dance around. who knows. like i said i'm very divided. bah
i need help. but the people i should be talking to about it...well there's no wayin hell i will. not that i don't want too....but i can't but i can... agh frustrated much? i sure as hell am. well i'm bored and ready for bed.
imust get up early tomorrow for work....anyways night

a tad fed up

it's been a long time since i last updated, i've been focussing on my space lately. I apologize. haah oh well here it is:

well today has abeen a long day, i can deffintely tell that i'm pissy cus everything aobut today pissed me off. However i did enjoy doing my presenation for world issues because the look on people faces when i shared some of the information was priceless.
Then i went to work and much pissed me off there, for instance the dishwasher was broken, no fun at ALL! oy talk about annoying. we also haven't sold ANY dogs so we're STILL at nine kennels.
oh well
saturday i'm inviting good old work people over for a good ol game of trivia pursuit.that's right it'll be a good OL time. haha
i'm getting very fed up with this car shoppping thing. my god it's annoying, i hate the looking, i just want to buy one already. jeeeeze, turns out we should have just bought the first one me and my mom saw, go us! dammit.
tomorrow is early dismissal, and my mommy is going to pick me up and we're going to go looking at cars as well as possibly going to apple bees, i've been craving their chicken quasedilla since saturday night, haha. oh well. hopefully my craving will end tomorrow. yummy delicious.
anyways that's all for now. end of semester 1 is gettting closer and closer. woot. i can hardly wait