Thursday, April 24, 2008

pretty bored...

So I'm not very good at keeping this thing lively and update, but thats okay cus no one actually ever reads this so I'm pretty much just talking to myself.
There's not a whole lot new. my laptop kicked the bucket and it was not worth the money I would have had to spent to get it fixed so I am writing from a brand spanking new desktop computer that I bought from best buy for SUPER cheap.
Hmm what else?
Tomorrow me and mommy are leaving for the weekend for a weekend extravaganza of shopping and chilling in the big city of Grandforks, North Dakota!!!! I'm actually uber exciting cus it'll be like a little mini vacation before my big one ya know.
Next wekend (May2-4) is YCMB so that'll be fun too. I'll be volunteering there again! YAY!
Then it's just 78 more days until I make my way to INdy for a summer full of sevice and Jesus and great times! I'm exciting and cannot wait!!

Friday, April 04, 2008

worst blogger ever

Ok! Ok! I know I'm a horrible horrible blogger for just putting up surveys recently. I haven't felt like writing much lately. But as of right now I kind of half feel like writing. We'll see how much I feel like spitting out.
So I'm sure I mentioned that I have officially been accepted to workcamps to spend three weeks in Indianapolis. I'm super excited. I've booked my flight, payed for my hotel for the 5 days after and everything. I'm pretty excited because I'm gonna have that completely payed off in less than a week I bet. Well maybe a little bit more. But with my somewhat decent income and the incredible income tax return that I'm getting back from the government as well as my birthday coming up, this trip is going to be more than affordable. Thank God for his goodness!!

I'm also working on getting on the sublist for the river east school division. I just have to go and take WEVAS which I'm doing in the next couple weeks. So things are going pretty good..

So how come when things are going so great I feel like I have to escape! I feel like I need to get out of here. Just completely get away!!Its amazing how much I can love God and see how much he's providing for me and hate myself at the same time. Is that even possible?

I decided that during my trip, I'm going to take my laptop with me and send emails to anyone that wants to hear about my experiences at workcamps, which i doubt is many at all...But anyways since I am bringing my laptop I don't feel much like bringing my cds as well, that's just one more thing that something can happen to. So instead I decided to actually use Itunes..... It's only been sitting on my computer for I don't even know how long.. right? So I started importing all my cds into my itunes... so far I've done 21 cds. I'm not gonna lie.. it takes a pretty long time for them all to be imported. But I figure why not. I can listen to them as much as I want. Plus I'm hoping to get an ipod for the plane ride but I won't be greedy about that. Maybe I'll get one when me and my mom go to Grand Forks for the weekend. I'm deeply looking forward to that.
Anyways I hope thats a satisfactory post..I would write more but this is a somewhat public blog and is open to everyone including some people that I don't want reading about my disheartening feeling in my chest and my discouragement.. I should deal with it... I just don't feel like it..
Not that anyone reads this anyways.