Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Feeling Kinda lonely

Well It's tuesday today, I'm working tonight, not really a big surprise there. School ends thursday, well i mean regular classes. Then exams start friday. It shouldn't be too difficult. I can't believe it's over. Monday is my last exam so i pretty much have like 2 weeks of doing nothing before I leave for camp.
I'm so corny. I can't believe how incredibly much I miss robbie right now. I mean you'd think that me missing him so much would motivate me to get off my ass and actually call him. But I expect him to have completely forgotten about me, well not forgotten about me but the feelings " he had" for me. Yet this little gleam of hope, this stupid scenerio I keep playing in my head is of me calling him on Sunday, him not being home, but because he's actually on his way to see me. Then I think YEAH RIGHT. I really ought to stop thinking like that, it'll just lead to more dissapointment.

It's so funny how it feels like it was so long ago, yet it seems like it was yesturday? is that even possible to occur at the same time? Am I just completely messed up in my head? Its quite possible.
Wow, I don't know what to say about anything.
I'm out of here

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