Not much new

Today is tuesday, yesturday was halloween and today was so borring. I rented star wars and then went to work to visit good old mike.

Now I'm typing in my blog.

Last year I was in a bubble. I really just realized it. I didn't allow myself to meet new friends and I kept myself talking to the same old people. I'm really happy this year. Things have changed and in a way it's strange but it's making me talk to different people... well i mean not MAKING me, but more allowing me to talk to other people. I'm not saying anyone stopped me, but the way things are right now is making me reach out.

I used to think of drinking bad, GRRRRRRR... but i don't mind drunk people. they're actually really funny and I enjoy hanging out with them. I also really like the people i work with. They're amazing. I don't know things are just really different and They're making me feel like i don't need the things i was involved in last year. I mean i love my friends and I always will. And i'm not saying i don't want to hang out with them, my God please dont think thats what I'm saying. I'm just saying, well i don't really know what I'm saying. well i guess, you know how i typed before that I had given up on certain things? yes? no? well i don't really feel like I need those " things" I don't know maybe ive been extremely warped I don't know. weee this is fun! I don't know what to think!