and they say waking up is hard to do...

Well Last night I decided something that is totally going to be hard to do. I have to let him go. Atleast for awhile. I have a lot on my plate. I've told him how i feel so many times and it seems like it just means nothing, and i just don't know what to do anymore. So after looking at his friends on myspace, and actually finding his girlfriend and seeing a picture in which them two look incredibly happy together, i just can't be the person that may be the one to break that appart. He'd hate me for it eventually.Not only that but i need to get so many things sorted out, if you read my last blog entry you'd know what i'm talking about. So i think i need to sort that out, find out who i am in God again because i'm pretty sure i've lost that person, and until that time, unless i can be convinced otherwise by him actually saying something that helps me out, i have to let him go. I mean it'll seem strange to come on one day and just be like " hey i worked these things out" but i'm using the good old " if you want something let it go and if it comes back it's yours.." saying at heart here. but then again i did let him go... all summer, and in a way him came back. AH I'm confused. God give me something, Someone, give me anything!!!