who am i?

Well i'm not sure who i am, but this is what i do know.
-my name is lauren
- i'm 17
-I'm in grade 12
- I became a christian at camp assinaboia
-i was baptised october 5th, 2003 by pastor joshua smith
- i work at petland in the kennels
- somehow i lost myself
- i don't know where or how
-tonight i saw something written on the prayer wall, it interested me
- i got angry at it
- i'm weird like that
- i want help find God again but i hate when people ask me if i'm doing well spiritual, yet i yearn for someone to show me they care about it
-i feel discouraged
-I have a puppy named kirby, i got him christmas of grade 9
- i'm at student council at school
- i dyed my hair darker
yeah i'm lost right now. who am i? well the truth is i don't know cus i think it constantly changes. But i guess who's i am doesn't.... if you read diary of a teenage girl you'd get it..